I'm Back

It has definitely been a minute since I have posted on this blog. I must say that I have definitely found stability and a decent guy that I can grow with. Even though he and I are not committed to each other, since we are at two different universities, I know that he has all the qualities that I desire. I have calmed down a lot. I've discovered that it's nothing like being with a person that you know has the same feelings that you possess. I know it looks like I have gone all soft and mushy....and I have. My wild days are long behind me and I'm more focused on myself and getting out of school within the next three years!

Sex and Relationships are still my favorite topics to discuss but I have discovered new aspects of the topics and broadened my views on a lot of things. A lot of people are telling me that I have changed and I'm not the same person that I was was. Truth is, I'm not! I'm a much better person that has learned a lot of things through experience. Therefore, everything I discuss and promote I have been through. Each guy that I have had some type of relationship with has taught me something that I could benefit from. Every relationship that we experience are meant to teach us and prepare us for the next person. If I wouldn't have experiences the heartaches, the bullshit, the assholes, the guys only after sex, and the cheaters....I would not be in this position that I am in. All those things made it easier for me to start something new and make it a definite success.

I am definitely going to start posting more often and discussing more things dealing with sex and relationships, opposed to just SEX!

Peace,

Outspoken Goddess :-)

☮☮Filling In the Blanks☮☮

★★....So the last couple of months have definitely been a roller coaster ride for me...to say the least ★ ★

...Where in the hell do I even begin??????????? ☠

So I have definitely realized that I don't know what I want in a man! See...lately I have been caught up on guys having status and looking halfway decent. I have totally loss sight in what I used to have in mind and envisioned in a man. I used to want a man that was confident, strong , masculine, protective(not too protective) ,someone that understood and embraces their blackness. Lately, I have ended up with fine, dumb, over protective and insecure men looking for one night stands.

I have placed myself in situations that I would have never placed myself in!!! I have placed my pride aside on many occasions in order to please the other party ☄....Erased my morals to make others happy...loss my values and myself!!

When I look in the mirror I barely recognize myself&& truth be told I don't care to. I am scared that I will have to face all the shameless shit that I have done. Now don't get it twisted I am far from a hoe...But I have placed myself in situations to give people that impression..☹... I have definitely realized that I fucked up with a certain person...Instead of being content with a person I knew I could grow to love and they would do the same...I went searching for someone else...Someone with more status...

People can be so cruel and insensitive when you are trying to change. I realize that I am an addict...Not necessarily a sex addict but someone addicted to the drive of getting someone and the emotional and sexual build up ☀I have talked to my girls and I need help...&& the only way I can help myself and change is if I confront my problems head on with no fear..☂...now that does not mean I am going to stop writing on this blog because this a sex and relationship blog...but that does not mean that I have to exploit myself or take place in things that compromise me....They say college is the place you find and discover yourself...but it has become the place where I have loss myself!...

I know there are plenty of freshman girls in college that can relate to the experience and how it feels finding or in my case losing yourself!!!!...I will definitely keep the post coming and I am going to do my best to start back posting everyday...

Be Blessed :-)

*** Outspoken Goddess***

What Makes You A Whore?????

What makes you a whore?...Is it simply the number amount of people you have had sex with????....or is it a woman that gets paid for performing sex???...or is it based on how quickly you give it up???...or is it used to describe a woman that enjoys sex and doesn't have a problem admitting it???

Lately I have been wondering what makes a girl a whore...but are those the things that make you a whore??? Why is a woman's worth decided by her PUSSY?????

Peace and Blessings,

Outspoken Goddess

Random Saturdayy Post

Have you ever seen someone that sent chillz down ur spine....Instantly made u wet...&& wanted to fuck at first sight????? But u didnt want to cross the line cuz u wanted more????....2 b continued

Last Night

Heyyy Guysss....I am posting a poem of mine....excuse the format I am once again posting via LG Voyager :-(....Feel free to comment...enjoyy...the poem is titled"Last Night"....................................................................................................Last Night you held me tighter than I have ever been held before...Loved me stronger than anyone has before...You did things to me I never could imagine....The kisses we shared so gentle and moist....You brought the ocean to the shore....Preparing me for the long ride ahead...I close my eyes ready for you to give it all to me...You open the door ever so slightly...Teasing Me...I tell you come all the wayy in and you do ending my hunger....You pace yourself careful to hit my spot with wach steady movement....You pick up the pace...and my breathing gets heavier....You stop to whisper "i love you"....To weak and dazed to speak my eyes tell you " I love you too"....We continue our journey together....I match every stroke with the same passion...We blank out and experience the greates thing ever felt...Once I gain my strength I climb into your arms....&& rest....You kiss my forehead...&& I fall asleep....knowing that we will never be...but we keep lying to each other telling ourselves this is the LAST NIGHT!

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hey readers....today's freaky fridayy post will be posted 2morrow...I'm havn problems opening up my email account so look out 4 it 2morrow...:-)

Throwback Tale Thursdayy <3

Heyy Readers...It's Throwback Tale Thursdayy!!! Okay so today's story came from a young lady who name Gina.

Hello Missinformative Fam...I actually loss my virginity 4 weeks ago to a guy I have known since I was in the 6 th grade...He and I were never what you called close friends but we definitely knew each other. So anyways he and I got back into contact with each other and started talking and eventually hung out! We hung out nothing serious or anything to make me think he was into me...So anyways after we are done hanging out and we return to my house...He grabs my ass at the moment I was thinking I definitely want him to be the person to take my virginity :-)...So the next day comes and he invites me over and we go back to his place...The atmosphere was right and he was such a gentleman...So he takes his shirt off and lays on his bed by this time I am instantly wet...(maybe that turned me on from lack of experience) but anyways he begins stroking my p****y as I am laying back on him...So he undresses me ever so slowly lol...He goes across the room and sits down on his chair and motions for me to sit on his dick...He obviously didn't know I was a virgin..So i walked over and tried to sit on his dick but it just wasn't working because as you know I was extremely tight. So he laid me back on his bed and went to work I winced through the pain which I must say is probably the worse pain I have ever felt in my life...He climbs off and realizes I am bleeding....I clean up and he goes back at...It began to feel extremely good as he hit it from theback after the pain subsided from the first deep strokes...So he nuts and I clean up and I head home...I know my first time surely was not special but I was pleased a little I guess...The guy eventual found out he took my virginity and was quiet shocked because he claimed he couldn't tell...(total insult) lol...but thats the way it wen down lol

* Pretty Good Read

Peace

Outspoken Goddess

♥♔ ☮Monday Thoughts ☮♔♥

Heyy Readers….Let me start off by saying I had a crazy ass weekend but never the less it was extremely fun! But Anywayyys enough about that lol…Well, yesterdayy I hung out with a friend from middle school and a friend of his and as most of my readers and friends know I can’t go anywhere with out doing a little research…&& I also spoke with a couple of guys in my neighborhood about sex lol…( I ask so many questions people in my neighborhood are beginning to think I am a some sort of spy) lol…Okayy well anyways we discussed a lot of sexual topics from their preferences and dislike…and what turns them off and what turns them on J

I asked two guys in my neighborhood what they preferred and what they disliked….

Question 1:…First thing that attracts you to a woman
B: Pretty Ass Eyes
B.J: Light Skin( I will get into that later)

Question 2:…Booty or Beauty?
B: Ass
B.J: Both…( I told hys ass to onli pic one)

Querstion 3:…What is a dime?

B: A light skin redbone
B:J Thick ass redbone!!!!

Question 4:…Why lightskin???
B: Because light skin chicks just look better
B.J: They always have prettier faces

Okayyy so after they answered the questions the way they did I ended the Q& A session because I began to take offense to it especially since I am a brown skin chick…So my next question to them was if they found me attractive and they said yes but I am one of few decent brown women…I try not to deal with skin color on this site but this reali urked me!!!! So my next project will consist of me investigating why black men are infatuated with lighter complexioned women ( no offense to my lighter skin women…Black is beautiful…Period!!!

Okayy on to the other guys…So me and the guys I mentioned in the beginning of the post were talking about girls and I brought up…

Wetness Malfunction: When a girl can’t get wet…Which I believe is from having to many sexual partners (which dried her out)…Wetness Malfunction is similar to when a guy has an orgasm but does not come because he is worn out….I will admit some girls have always struggled from getting wet but if your girl all of a sudden can’t get it juicy for you…You should reali have some ??????’s

To Be Continued…My finger hurts…
Outspoken Goddess

★Freaky Fridayy★

Heyyyy Everyone it's Freaky Fridayyy...So i received a couple responses to the post and I have decided to post one today♔This comes from K.B..(yes it is a chik) lol

What is the freakiest you have ever done? The freakiest thing I have ever done..Was wen I was 16 I let a guy cum all over my upper body and he proceeded to lick it off while I jacked him off lol
The weirdest place you have ever had sex? The weirdest place I ever had sex was in a Macy's dressing room with my bestfriend&&yes it is a girl :-)
Most amount of people you have been engaged with sexually @ one time??? 7 we had an orgy at a friend's place...Guys were with Guys &Chik with Chiks
Would You take it in the ass (female&&male)???Hell Yeah..I have many times...but the shit does make your ass loose
Go down on the same sex??? Yes I have ate plenty of pussy and let's just sayy its kind of an addiction :-0

* WOW!!!

☮♔★Throwback Tell Thurdayy★♔☮

Heyyyy Readers....It's Throwback Tale Thursdayy...Okayy So this post comes from a 22 yr old women...who remains nameless...I ಌ this story!!!!

What's up Miss Informative?????? Okay so I lost my virginity at 20 yrs old (kinda late rite?) My first was a guy name Jeremy. We both attended college in NC together. Jeremy was 6'3 Caramel complexion with thick locs of black curls and big pretty eyes that just melted my heart. Jeremy and I dated a year before we decided to take it to the next level...One night he came over to my dorm and we ordered pizza and watched my favorite movie Clueless lol...So we continued to chat it up as usual...but then he flipped the channel to Cinemax and of course there was some porn on...He asked me did I like what I saw( a white man eating a lady out) I said yeah...So he told me to lay back I nervously did so...He pulled down my shorts and undies and started to EAT ME OUT lol :-) ( i'm such a goof)...He did that for about 10 mins...I didn't come but it did feel good...He asked me if I wanted to suck him up....I did...I know I didn't do it right cuz he def didn't cum :-(...He told me to lie further up on the bed...I did...He asked me if I was ready...I said yeah even thought I was scared as fuk!!!...He entered me and I gasped...That Ish hurt like fucking hell!!!!! I cried LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!...After about 5 mins it started to feel good but as soon as it started to feel good he came...He and I talked for another year and eventually parted wayys..he's still a friend lol ;-)

* Aww...stories like this make me wish I would have waited