IS IT POSSIBLE TO HAVE WITH SOMEONE CONT... WITHOUT CATHCHING FEELINGS???

Heyy Readers I know it has been an extremely long time since I have posted....but I really want to discuss this topic...So you commenting or emailing me will definitely be helpful :-) outspokengoddess@gmail.com... As you know a couple of months ago I had a cut friend and that ended once I went to school...I genuinely cared about him even though you aren't supposed to develop feelings for people you are just fucking!...&& I believe he started to feel the same because we did things normal cut friend wouldn't do! Well, I started a sexual relationship with someone a couple of days ago and we have fucked 3 times so far...the first time was cool...it was strictly sex! But the second time we kissed and it was definitely more passionate than the first time! So after the second time I definitely began to look at him differently. I told him and he told me that complicated things but his whole vibe changed but not in a negative way! I just don't know what to make out of the situation...he has found someone he is trying to get serious with and I have definitely done the same but I am so comfortable with him that I don't want to fuck anyone else. I didn't want to tell him this but it actually hurt me when he told me that he wanted to be serious with the girl! It was like a dagger to my heart and every word he said twisted the blade deeper and deeper into the already deep wound. He noticed I couldn't look him in the eye...so he asked me "why"...but I so didn't want to tell him that I wanted her freaking spot cause lord know I do!...but at the same time there is someone very serious about me and I always make the mistake of chasing someone that isn't into me the same way I am into them! ...I so don't want to end the sexual relationship because the sex is FINALLY freaking amazing( will definitely elaborate later)....but I know the longer we fuck....the more feelings I will definitely develop....:-(...I wonder why the guys that I really like want to just fuck me and the guys I want to just fuck want to have a relationship....That seriously bothers me! I am starting to realize that sooner or later I will have to reinvent myself....starting on the inside first and everything else shall follow!

♥♥★State of Confusion ★♥♥

Heyyy Readers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okayy I'm gonna do my best to start posting more often! I am currently in a situation...well I am in the situation and I don't really know if he is as interested in me as I am in him...Anyways this guy and I have hung only a couple of times...I do feel a connection and for once it is not a sexual connection...I really could see myself with this person!&& he is so freaking hot! Like seriously he is one if the finest people I have seen in a long time! I like everything about him physically and his personality is extra chill! When I see him....I instantly get wet!!!!&& can't control my thoughts....but since I do want a relationship with this person...I am not gonna just fuck him off the jump...After all I have only been in school for a week!!! But man I can't really read this guy...I can usually read someone after the first couple minutes of meeting them but not this guy...He is extremely complicated! I'm at the point where I want to settle down...and have bomb ass sex with one person! But it seems as though the timing is wrong with the guys I want :-(...Ughh idk what will happen...but I am ready for commitment!.......&& to fall and have someone love me in every way imaginable!

Dick!!! Dick!!!! Dick!!!!! Just Kant Get Enuff!!!!!

Heyy Readers....Sorry about the slow postings...but I am still in the process of adjusting to college....
Okayy now on topic...So I am so adjusting to college because I am overwhelmed by the amount of good looking dudes on campus....All I think about is fucking....but I so don't want to fuck anyone cause I don't want a bad reputation!!! But it has almost been a week since I had sex so I am struggling....( I am used to getting it regularly)...There are several guyys on campus that look like they can lay the pipe!!! But if I do fuck someone here they are definitely going to have to know what the hell they are doing...Cause my shit stays on point!!!!!So if I am risking my reputation you are going to haev to be worth that crap...I am surprised I have gone a minute without the dick...Cause you know me I love to fuck, fuck, fuck and of course fuck some more!!!!! Lol...So this story will def be continued

What Makes You A Whore?????

What makes you a whore?...Is it simply the number amount of people you have had sex with????....or is it a woman that gets paid for performing sex???...or is it based on how quickly you give it up???...or is it used to describe a woman that enjoys sex and doesn't have a problem admitting it???

Lately I have been wondering what makes a girl a whore...Some may say I fall into some of these categories...and I will agree...but are those the things that make you a whore??? Why is a woman's worth decided by her PUSSY????? Shouldn't a woman be judged by the things that really make her up...her personality, her style, her natural beauty, and the love she has for you????...but it seems as though things like that go unnoticed and women become sex objects...subjected to redicule&& a sexist thoughts...

Some of you are probably reading this and thinking that I am defending the ways because I LIVE MY LIFE RECKLESSLY....WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG. True enough I do enjoy sex but I have not had multiple sex partners or id crazy wacky shit. The point I am trying to convey is that a woman is worth way more than her pussy!!!!&& It shouldn't matter if she has made love/fucked 1 or a 1,000,000 guys...Is her love less valuable?...Does being with her feel different??? Cause I have noticed that a guy really ccan't tell if a girl has been with a lot of people or not???

And to you ladies....Don't feel bad if you have been with a lot of people or not??? Your worth is dtermined by you and not your pussy!!! There is no such thing as giving it up too fast...A man usually has his mind made up about you the first fifteen minutes you meet!!! ( most guys)...So be yourself and do you!!! Don't let people decide your fate...

Peace and Blessings,

Outspoken Goddess

Random Saturdayy Post

Have you ever seen someone that sent chillz down ur spine....Instantly made u wet...&& wanted to fuck at first sight????? But u didnt want to cross the line cuz u wanted more????....2 b continued

Random Post <3

Heyyyy Readers!!! Here is question for the guyys send responsed to outspokengoddess@gmail.com :-)....Does fucking with socks represent a certain comfort level with the chik ur fucking...&& does leaving them on mean tht u r not diggn her&& hav no intention of being serious...PT.2 Coming NXT Week :-)

Last Night

Heyyy Guysss....I am posting a poem of mine....excuse the format I am once again posting via LG Voyager :-(....Feel free to comment...enjoyy...the poem is titled"Last Night"....................................................................................................Last Night you held me tighter than I have ever been held before...Loved me stronger than anyone has before...You did things to me I never could imagine....The kisses we shared so gentle and moist....You brought the ocean to the shore....Preparing me for the long ride ahead...I close my eyes ready for you to give it all to me...You open the door ever so slightly...Teasing Me...I tell you come all the wayy in and you do ending my hunger....You pace yourself careful to hit my spot with wach steady movement....You pick up the pace...and my breathing gets heavier....You stop to whisper "i love you"....To weak and dazed to speak my eyes tell you " I love you too"....We continue our journey together....I match every stroke with the same passion...We blank out and experience the greates thing ever felt...Once I gain my strength I climb into your arms....&& rest....You kiss my forehead...&& I fall asleep....knowing that we will never be...but we keep lying to each other telling ourselves this is the LAST NIGHT!

♥♔ ☮SSSSoooorrrrrYYYY(♥♔ ☮

Heyyyy Guyys I am so sorry I haven't posted lately I have been swamped lol....anyways trying to get everything ready for school lol....So over the lasdt couple of dayys I have ventured into some thing that I normally wouldn't do lol...As far as sexually of course...after all that's all I talk about :-)....So anyways I have been with a person over the period of time I have been MIA...but that stint is definitely over cause he and I are both are in skool...But anyways it was only sex...and I put emphasize ONLY :-) So anyways the first time he and I had sex it was rather rough but I liked it...He didnt kiss me so I knew it was totally sexual....He actually busted my cherry....(which I thought was already busted)...My nipples literally were scabby from hym bitting them and my neck was sore from the harsh sucking lol...but when I tell you the guy was amazing!!!! HE WAS!!!! Lol....;-}&& the second tyme was much much better.....So anyways I get up early that morning and walk up the street to hys house....my house is always off limits ughhh lol....So we lay together and hys hands began to wonder...So I was instantly wet...so he begins sucking my neck and my nipples...(which are still sore)...but the pain reminds me of the pleasure lol....So anyways I'm riding hys dick...my skills are getting better...So he flips me over and sticks hys finger in my ASS...&& I was initially like WHOA!!!!! Cuz tht shit hurt...So i go along with the flow for a second and I realize that hys finger was in my shit hole so I get up...and we fuck regular again...I won't add the rest cause some people might not be as open minded as I but hell...maybe one dayy I'll share...I love sharing :-)

Peace....

Outspoken Goddess

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hey readers....today's freaky fridayy post will be posted 2morrow...I'm havn problems opening up my email account so look out 4 it 2morrow...:-)

Throwback Tale Thursdayy <3

Heyy Readers...It's Throwback Tale Thursdayy!!! Okay so today's story came from a young lady who name Gina.

Hello Missinformative Fam...I actually loss my virginity 4 weeks ago to a guy I have known since I was in the 6 th grade...He and I were never what you called close friends but we definitely knew each other. So anyways he and I got back into contact with each other and started talking and eventually hung out! We hung out nothing serious or anything to make me think he was into me...So anyways after we are done hanging out and we return to my house...He grabs my ass at the moment I was thinking I definitely want him to be the person to take my virginity :-)...So the next day comes and he invites me over and we go back to his place...The atmosphere was right and he was such a gentleman...So he takes his shirt off and lays on his bed by this time I am instantly wet...(maybe that turned me on from lack of experience) but anyways he begins stroking my p****y as I am laying back on him...So he undresses me ever so slowly lol...He goes across the room and sits down on his chair and motions for me to sit on his dick...He obviously didn't know I was a virgin..So i walked over and tried to sit on his dick but it just wasn't working because as you know I was extremely tight. So he laid me back on his bed and went to work I winced through the pain which I must say is probably the worse pain I have ever felt in my life...He climbs off and realizes I am bleeding....I clean up and he goes back at...It began to feel extremely good as he hit it from theback after the pain subsided from the first deep strokes...So he nuts and I clean up and I head home...I know my first time surely was not special but I was pleased a little I guess...The guy eventual found out he took my virginity and was quiet shocked because he claimed he couldn't tell...(total insult) lol...but thats the way it wen down lol

* Pretty Good Read

Peace

Outspoken Goddess